i haven’t even opened my Biology book.

I’m scared of you being with anyone. Because you’re too good for all those boys and I don’t think I could handle seeing you get hurt. You deserve too much, fuck, why do you have to be so amazing? Maybe if you weren’t so amazing, you wouldn’t deserve so much? and then boys wouldn’t be scared of not being able to treat you as amazingly as you deserve to be treated? You’re so beautiful, I don’t even understand why you’ve never had a boyfriend. I hope you do soon because from what I’ve gathered it would make you really happy, but it’d scare me a lot. And I think I would give him a lecture, frequently. But I wouldn’t scare him off, don’t worry, haven’t got that ugly yet. But I’d make sure he didn’t hurt you. Because you honestly are amazing and beautiful in every single way and I never want to see you get hurt because of stupid boy.

Being so scared of getting your heart broken that it ruins you.

I hate the fact that when I was young I got bullied about being Middle Eastern and got called a “terrorist” so I hated who I was, hated where I came from and I hated my family. But then I got to a point where I’m proud to be Persian because Persians are warriors and that’s how I see myself and my family. My parents both survived wars which killed members of their immediate family, they came to an unknown country and made a home for their kids. And it’s the fact that not only my parents surviving these things but the fact that I myself have been through alot as well and I’ve fought internally and I guess I’m ok.